When I first touched down in Tel
Aviv and walked out of the airport lobby, I immediately remembered the date
palms. I had been to Israel once before, on a family trip when I was eight
years old. We came the summer of my brother’s bar-mitzvah, as part of a large
tour group of at least 40 people. I definitely enjoyed myself thoroughly on
this trip, and certainly appreciated Israel. However if you’d asked me at the
time what my favorite parts of the trip were, my answer would probably have
been playing Gameboy on the tour bus, hotel swimming pools, and falafel, in no
particular order. Nonetheless, when I first glimpsed the date trees in front of
Ben Gurion airport, a flood of other memories came back to me. Unlike other
times when I’ve travelled to a foreign country, even if I have been there
before as well, such as Mexico, I never have a sensory connection with that
place like I realize I have with Israel.
I definitely feel like this trip
has been less an academic experience than a personal exploration of my own Jewish
identity. That is not to say that this trip has been anything but absolutely
fantastic in terms of expanding my knowledge of the country, it’s relationship
to the United States, and its own struggle for peace. What I mean is that as a
Jew, especially a secular Jew, my own experience here takes on an added
dimension. Having taken Professor Ziv’s course on U.S.-Israel Relations in the
spring, I would definitely say I was more knowledgeable than most Americans on
the topic of this abroad program. But I could have read a dozen books on
Israeli culture and still not been prepared for the cultural experience of this
trip. Proud yet diverse, brash yet warm, assertive and unapologetic, it is the
culture of Israel that is often forgotten in American discussions regarding the
Israeli-Palestinian peace process and the broader Arab-Israeli conflict.
Zionism means such different things for different people, especially amongst
Jews.
I have known for a while that I
have deeply held, yet very subtly complicated disdain for ultra-religious
people, namely those of my own religion and ethnicity. This stems mostly from
experiences of my life, experiences that I will not elaborate on here. However,
seeing how difficult the peace process is in a society as vibrant as Israel’s,
and seeing how much further complicated this is when a large current of public
opinion is driven by ideology rather than rationality and self-interest, I
cannot help but despair for the future of the State of Israel and the spirit of
Zionism. And therein lies the beauty of Israeli culture—forged by the despair
of thousands of years of Jewish oppression, and more than 60 years as a state
without real peace, Israelis have learned to soldier on, despite the clouds on
the horizon and despite the vast differences of opinion within their own society.
And, my personal favorite part of Israeli culture, they do this without apology
and without resorting to euphemism. Coming to understand this culture has been
fascinating and rewarding, and I know I will continue to evolve my life-long
relationship with this culture.
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